tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2339974062095553185.post694703158775552902..comments2023-10-12T02:44:19.333-05:00Comments on My mentally ill life: The mental illness lingersCarolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675829827137657056noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2339974062095553185.post-14230305474039513582008-06-05T07:54:00.000-05:002008-06-05T07:54:00.000-05:00That idea makes a lot of sense. I have thought of ...That idea makes a lot of sense. I have thought of that myself. It took so long to accept the fact in order to survive I had to be suspicious. I had to double check every little thing. I only came to this realization after Sean left. Even when he was here and things were getting bad he wasn't off the wall all the time. There were times he seemed just fine and made good choices. I am sure he is still that way. How can I seperate and accept what seem like good choices made by him without being suspicious of the motives? It was such a hard lesson to learn in the first place that has now begun to become a habit. I am sure your habit of getting angry or wondering what is happening now has gone on longer than mine. It will be hard to find the line of not being a caretaker to still being able to protect yourself. I personally don't want those habits I have developed become a hinderance to any kind of recovery he could make.perphilahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17191514151838436492noreply@blogger.com