tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2339974062095553185.post3730525514462399052..comments2023-10-12T02:44:19.333-05:00Comments on My mentally ill life: I am so fed upCarolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675829827137657056noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2339974062095553185.post-29271968366987926482008-10-13T00:23:00.000-05:002008-10-13T00:23:00.000-05:00I don't blame you for wanting out. You have a lot...I don't blame you for wanting out. You have a lot of stress in trying to make ends meet and being the only one bringing home a paycheck and then having to put up with a person who acts like a jerk.<BR/>AlinaAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2339974062095553185.post-58886610888183363502008-10-12T15:25:00.000-05:002008-10-12T15:25:00.000-05:00I can't speak for your husband, but I can speak fo...I can't speak for your husband, but I can speak for myself. My THAT girl has been rapidly coming and going and I don't knoe heads from tails adn I am so lost and confused. I I am tried of this, I am tired of her, I want to badly for it to all go away and for me to find my normal life again. I've been looking for it... and I cannot find it and it breaks my heart because I can see how hard it is on my mom, and she is a wonderful person and I hate doing anything to put her in pain so I try so hard to hide THAT girl from her but i don't do a great job... and she told me the other day tha she can't take it anymore. you are not alone in feeling like you can't take it and want a normal life. do not feel guilty about that, it doesn't make you a mean person, it makes you human.Ann H.https://www.blogger.com/profile/10870765097033548072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2339974062095553185.post-37869133199020857362008-10-12T10:20:00.000-05:002008-10-12T10:20:00.000-05:00You don't want him to leave. Believe me. It doesn'...You don't want him to leave. Believe me. It doesn't make things any easier only worse. At least for me. I do understand wanting to divorce "that guy". I wish my husbands clone would shrivel up and die. I hate him so much. My husband on the other hand I dearly love. I see him every now and again. I thought him being gone would help. Not being around that behavior as much. When he acts "normal" I very quickly slip back into old patterns and when he goes back to clone mode I get angry and frustrated all over again. I know how you feel. I don't have a shred of advice. All I can say is you are not alone in your feelings.perphilahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17191514151838436492noreply@blogger.com